Everybody gets nervous. Especially me. Oh, I do get nervous all the time.
But the thing about being nervous is, it also comes with this excitement inside. It’s almost like a mood accelerator, don’t you think?
I remember the times when I was nervous. Though nerves were wrecked, it brought out this exhilarating feeling inside for the adrenaline was pumping too.
My heart would beat a little faster. I felt my blood rushing into my head, and my ears heated up. My breath quickened & there were times I’d space out, entering into the zone.
Energy increased. Alertness heightened. Did you feel the same when you were nervous?
Well, in 10 days, I am going to turn 44. Honestly, it’s making me really nervous. When I was 39, I wanted to be 42. Then I turned 43. Now 44. Then what? Or age is just a number? Really? Should I look forward to turning 50 perhaps? Sorry, am I mumbling? Must be the nerves. I’m nervous.
But its okay, I supposed. Because it’s the same nervousness that is going create this excitement for me, too right?
Stay nervous, stay excited. Heh.
Looking forward, it shall be then!
Bimbo
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