Emotional Intelligence is something I struggle a lot with. I think it’s because I tend to overthink things.
A lot of times when something happens that requires me to exercise my EQ, it’s like I can hear the angel me on one side of my head and the devil me on the other side of my head, just like how it’s like in cartoons.
“You should be an angel, sweetheart. Forgive & forget. Don’t be so calculative. Be generous. Be kind. Be sugar, spice and everything oh-very-nice.”
“No! You should be more devillish than Dr. Evil! Be selfish. We should take care of our own interest first. It’s a dog eat dog world after all, woman!”
One may say my EQ is high because admitting my struggle is a brave act. On the other hand, one may say my EQ is low because I am merely virtue signalling.
I swear, some days it does drive me crazy. Striking a balance for me is always the hardest. Do you have the same struggle too?
Aaarghhh…. rise, rise, rise!
Meanwhile the other thing I am also struggling to understand is why in this state of economy, we recruitment firms like us who provide jobs to the people is categorized as non-essentials. Just saying.
Anyways, you all have a safe weekend now. Yesterday I’ve just learnt about this Delta-plus and Lambda variants. It’s fucking crazy that it’s really freaking me out. So I’ve decided to stay home, order in and watch Disney-plus instead.
Bimbo
